my life is suck with this stupid man!!!!!!

[rose_35]

i've been married for a year now... at first im happy to be with this man. but now i realized that i make a stupid mistake! he is controlling my life! i cant even wear any cloths i want, i cant even wear a g-string! now i realized that both of us are totally different! i'm a smoker but not a drinker, i dont go club or pub either, when first time we met, he knows that im a smoker... then we planned to moved here in australia, and he threatened me by saying if i dont stop smoking now, i wouldnt be with u forever! how can a smoker who smokes for almost 6 years to quit smoking just like that??????!!!! thats terrible!!! b'cz i dont want he leave me, i told him i didnt smoke anymore, but i did! i have no choice but to lies because he cant understand me. he didnt help me at all! but just threatened me!!! i dont want to lie but i dont know what to do. but anyway, im in process to quit

thats not the only story i wanted to share, when we came here, everything is ok, but he started to changed, when we have a small fight/miscommunication, he started to hit me, slap me, kick me, he was so hot tempered!!! i never know he is like that before, he used to be a nice and romantic and caring guy!!! not only one time, but so many time, then when he was so angry, he started to called me bitch, whore, even threatened me to divorce me!!! i left my family because of him!!! my family doesnt like him, because of him, i choose him and not my family! he knows that, he promised he will taking care of me but he didnt!!!

not only that he started to watch porn when im working! he said he wanted to study at home but he didnt! he watched porn!!! he told me "if i dont get from u, i will get from other women"!!! what the heck!!! i love him, i care for him, i try to be the best for him, whats now enough???...

im getting sick of him now!!!!!!!!! his family also crap!!! i hate them!!! i really hate them!!!

but i cant do anything... i have no ones here in australia... my family doesnt want me anymore... im really sad!!! my life really suck!!!

i shouldnt come here nad married him!!! i dont know what o do...

i cant stand with someone who is really hot tempered... small arguement also wanna to have fight until punch my face!!! i told him never ever slap my face anymore!!! but he didnt care! when we have a fight, he will slap my face or punch me just like that!!!